incomprehensible body of effort no.1 for wrench, hatchet and timespace explores how games and life both exist in the tension between structure, choice, and randomness; how they inform, depend upon, and deepen one another. My work is a game with rules that dictate my improvisational, and indeterminate creation of a dance and a mask, the last in a set of five. Wood carving represents the quiet, careful, intentional practice of seated zazen meditation, which contrasts a masked dance making visible the ways in which I fail to take what I learn from my buddhist practice into the real world. Together they make up an endurance performance microcosming what it means, and how it feels to be alive, in the peace, in the mess, in the ugly, in the joy, and in everything we don’t notice or can’t name.